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[20 Aug 2004|01:36pm] |
This Journal is getting overcrowded.
So being the skank whore I am I made a new one.
Go to it or die.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) sunday___drive
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[18 Aug 2004|09:52pm] |
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No one can disappoint me quite like you can.
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[16 Aug 2004|03:08pm] |
small x print: im one of those computer bots
small x print: like smarter child
small x print: mhmm
XvExploitedvX: do you do cyber sex?
small x print: mmm no
XvExploitedvX: computer bots respond right away!
XvExploitedvX: I think you're an astral projection
small x print: well im sorry but im a popular bot.
XvExploitedvX: You're not very interesting
small x print: you're face is.
XvExploitedvX: what's 300 times 99980
small x print: 4
XvExploitedvX: you're not a very smart bot either
small x print: well neither are you
small x print: so hmph.
XvExploitedvX: I'm not a bot, no one expects me to be smart
small x print: smoking is bad
XvExploitedvX: yes, well, no
small x print: really?
XvExploitedvX: no I was lying
XvExploitedvX: it is bad
small x print: [i'm trying to talk bot-like]
XvExploitedvX: you're doing goo
XvExploitedvX: d
XvExploitedvX: it's close
small x print: is it?
XvExploitedvX: ok my turn to be the bot
small x print: KAY
small x print: HELLO
XvExploitedvX: Hi there.
small x print: how are you?
XvExploitedvX: Dandy and yourself?
small x print: BOTS DONT SAY DANDY
XvExploitedvX: What?
small x print: wanna sex?
XvExploitedvX: :: Puts large metal computer penis in your sex hole::
small x print: OUCH
XvExploitedvX: I'm sorry
XvExploitedvX: 1) Oral Sex
XvExploitedvX: 2) Puppies
XvExploitedvX: 3) Chocolate
XvExploitedvX: 4) Bananas
small x print: What are you talking about bot?
XvExploitedvX: I'm bad at being a bot...
this conversation with my the joey is the only thing that cheered me up today.
haha<3
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[15 Aug 2004|04:32pm] |
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Last night was super fun. Well sorta. Me and Bea went to PIS to see Lithium, but unfortunately all the other bands sucked, and the crowd was half ass also so even when Lithium played it was lame. We met this boy Nick who was super extra cute but then he ended up making out with this girl who it looked like Hot Topic exploded on her. He said he recognized me from the mud pit at Warped Tour...heh! Then this other kid Kevin kept biting me and it hurt. Then we came home and drew on our faces and took lots of
( Pictures. )
Then we went to sleep and went to the mall this morning. I bought some spiffy new nose rings and also a nose ring retainer for when school starts. So now it's now and I'm waiting for kirty to get home so I'm not bored anymore.
P.S.
Those pictures were in absolutely no way computer edited. All of the effects were done on my camera.
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[14 Aug 2004|12:33pm] |
I couldn't sleep last night
My ears were ringing in my head
Best friends with the boogie man
I may be better off here dead.
Running on empty once again
Too tired for tears I dread
Sink deep into those magic dreams
As I blast off in my bed.
And you know I played it all in here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain
You know cause everyone says that I'm not the same
Since I changed my name.
Three hours later and I'm staring at the ceiling still
Xanax does nothing more but calm the sleeping thrill
Turning the pillows round and round to find a cold spot for my head
Bless my only friend.
And you know I played it all in here
Where everyone hides their darkest shades of fears
And I threw my whole night down the drain
You know cause everyone says that I'm not the same
And everyone turns tricks for fickle fame
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[13 Aug 2004|09:55pm] |
I'm really bored and annoyed and ready to scratch my eyes out. I don't even know where to start. This entry is going to contain a lot of bitching so if you're not in the mood for it stop reading now.
So let's see. I haven't left the house all day because my mom is a fucking slut and thinks I'm going to get blown away by the hurricane. We were watching the Weather Channel all day and the hurricane wasn't even heading towards where i live. My mom was well aware of that fact also, mind you. Me and Bea were going to go to a movie but 'the weather was too severe outside'. And then when I calmly try to explain to my mother that I don't like her very much, she starts bitching about how she hopes the new baby will appreciate her more, etc. I remember when she first found out she was pregnant and someone asked me how I felt about it and I said, "I feel damn sorry for that baby." I'm still sticking to that.
Also, I miss my brother. He's in Vermont because my parent's don't know how to raise children, so they sent him there so that someone else could. I wonder where they'll send me? I hope it's somewhere spiffy like Antarctica! Anyway, yea so he's coming down for like a day sometime in early September, but my mom says I probably won't see him. Then I told her I was going to kick her ass ;]. Then I decided not to because they might call the police and I'd be arrested for aggravated battery. That wasn't a joke, by the way.
Other than that, I'm still struggling with my shallow problem of wanting a boyfriend. Maybe my standards are too high? I don't think that's it though because I've sunken pretty low before...not literally. You dirty minded freaks. I had a goal of meeting a nice scene boy to play with (not dirty once again) but it seems they all have ugly girlfriends. Thus, I feel like poking my eyes out with a plastic spork.
I bitch too much.
Le sigh.
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[13 Aug 2004|09:12pm] |
i haven't done a survey in a LONG while. you don't have to read it, because i'm sure you won't. i was just bored, and i thought not posting it would be pointless. so have at it.
| Personal Information | </td>| First Name//: | Beth | | Age//: | 14 | | Gender//: | Female | | Nickname(s)//: | Bethany, Skipper, Cuntface | | Hair Color//: | Brown | | Hair Style//: | straight and short | | Eye Color//: | hazel | | What is your favorite | </td>| Color//: | purple | | Game//: | mancala | | Song//: | ashlee simpson - surrender | | Music Video//: | kanye west - jesus walks | | Animal//: | chincillas | | Sport//: | lacrosse | | Country//: | antartica...eh that's a continent but i think that makes it a country too? | | Movie//: | thirteen | | Food//: | cereal | | Friends | </td>| Best//: | matt and kirty | | Funniest//: | they're all funny..or else they wouldnt be my friends? duh | | Coolest//: | all of em cuz i said. | | Sweetest//: | ray's a sweetheart | | Kindest//: | they're warriors. | | Annoyingest//: | scott. like woah | | Dullest//: | um NONE duh | | Stupidest//: | kirty and sam are blonde haha dorks. | | Most Intelligent//: | matt | | Athletic//: | haha iuno | | Relationships | </td>| Boy(Girl)friend//: | nope | | Are you in love right now//: | i THINK so heh!! kidding no. | | Do you have a crush//: | mhm | | Do you have a stalker//: | a few | | Do you miss someone right now//: | a lot | | What do you do | </td>| At school//: | get educated | | At home//: | play on the internet and watch TV and eat | | Outside//: | run in the rain | | When you first wake up//: | go back to sleep and then brush my teeth | | What _____do you hate | </td>| Food//: | speragus. | | Color//: | orange | | Hair color//: | dont have a preference? | | Tv show//: | kim possible | | Clothing style//: | hillbilly ish maybe? | | Movie//: | big fish | | Emotions Right Now | </td>| Are You Happy Right Now//: | not really | | Sad//: | a little | | Grumpy//: | mhm | | Annoyed//: | i could be | | Angry//: | no | | Sick//: | no | | Lonely//: | very | | Bored//: | VERY | | Have you ever | </td>| Made your own religion//: | yes. it was called businism and it was the same as christian except i was jesus and susi was god. | | Written backwards//: | dyslexia is hawt kay?! | | Written your own magazine//: | yes | | Drawn art//: | yes | | Got angry with a game//: | yes | | Played Lacrosse//: | yep | | Broken a bone//: | 4 times, but the same bone | | Dyed your hair//: | yes | | Put in contacts for no reason//: | haha yea | | Swam alone//: | no | | Things that come to mind when you read... | </td>| Intelligentence//: | you spelled it wrong miss intelligence.. | | Stupidity//: | you spelling intelligence wrong | | Depress//: | ion | | Blood//: | vampires are hawt | | Blue//: | da bo dee da bo dye | | Gray//: | skies don't bother me | | Sword//: | samurai warrior! | | Golf//: | sucks | | Soccer//: | italian stallion | | Yellow//: | card | | Socks//: | TUBE | | Ribbon//: | s look hot in hair | | Random Questions | </td>| Play Sports, if so, what ones//: | you asked this already doofus | | Have a lot of friends//: | enough | | Write good//: | well. | | Eat a lot//: | yes | | Like the day Friday//: | it's okay i guess? | | Like the month December//: | yep it holds my birthday | | Do you(or are you) | </td>| (DY)Give good advice//: | so i've been told but eh | | (DY)Talk crap//: | i try not to but sometimes it just happens | | (DY)Play a lot of games//: | not really | | (DY)Wear hats//: | yep i have a collection of them | | (DY)Like to be outside//: | yes | | (AY) Always mad//: | not ALWAYS | | (AY) Always happy//: | nobody is | | (AY) A good friend//: | i try to be | | This or that (Last questions) | </td>| Night or day//: | night | | Snow or Rain//: | rain | | Stars or the Moon//: | stars | | Ocean or Pool//: | ocean | | Boat or Plane//: | plane | | Books or Magazines//: | books | | Yu-Gi-Oh Cards or Pokemon Cards//: | pokemon monsters! or however that song goes. | | Blonde or Black Hair//: | black | | Green or Blue Eyes//: | blue | | Pants or Shorts//: | pants | | Pop or Rock//: | rock | | Punk or Emo//: | emo | | Tatoos or Piercings//: | piercings | | Necklace or Ring//: | ring | | Clouds or No Clouds//: | clouds cuz they bring rain | | Art or Literature//: | i can't choose | | Jeans or Baggy Pants//: | jeans | | Singing or Dancing//: | dancing | | March or May//: | may..it's closer to summer | | Halloween or Christmas//: | halloween! hands down. | | Coke or Pepsi//: | pepsi cola | | Hug or Kiss//: | both at teh same time..oo la la |
Everything About You Survey brought to you by BZOINK!
EmotionDump - 100% Anonymous Emotions and Confessions
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[12 Aug 2004|10:58pm] |
I've been seeing this in everyone's journal, and since i am THE trendwhore i decided i'd do it too.
i want everyone who reads this entry to post me one or more anonymous comments saying what you think of me or telling me something you've always wanted to but you don't want me to know who you are. you can say anything and post as many as you want as long as you do it.
it will make me uber happy so go at it.
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[12 Aug 2004|08:04pm] |
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i'm home.
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[07 Aug 2004|03:22am] |
i'm leaving for the keyes for a week tomorrow. don't miss me too much..psssh. leave me oodles of comments all of you so i feel super loved when i get home. i'll miss you all!
ps.
i've got my cell phone- so call me.
and i'm a crazy bitch so here's the number:
[edit]
nevermind i'm not posting my phone number cuz matt says that would be stupid.
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[06 Aug 2004|03:06pm] |
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Thirteen random things you like/love:
[01] guys wearing eyeliner
[02] cuddling
[03] biting necks/having mine bitten
[04] D and G cologne
[05] going to shows
[06] moshing
[07] ska music
[08] playing patty cake
[09] people who are super easy to talk to- especially on the phone
[10] scars/birthmarks
[11] creaky houses
[12] that new brownie batter blizzard dairy queen commercial where the guy gets his tounge stuck in the mixer heheh
[13] and guys in eyeliner again cuz i love them that much.
Twelve movies:
[01] ghost world
[02] finding nemo
[03] the magdalene sisters
[04] a clockwork orange
[05] thirteen
[06] confessions of a teenage drama queen...even though it sucked fart it was just in my head.
[07] mean girls, i LOVED this movie. i don't care what you say.
[08] donnie darko
[09] elf
[10] requeim for a dream- from matt cuz i couldn't think of anymore.
[11] empire records
[12] blow
Eleven good bands/artists:
[01] suburban legends
[02] the aquabats
[03] flogging molly
[04] from autumn to ashes
[05] the postal service
[06] ashlee simpson- I LOVE HER okay?
[07] brand new
[08] alkaline trio
[09] thursday
[10] coheed and cambria
[11] the toasters
Ten things about you:
[01] My feet are only a size 4. and George and Danny make fun of me for it.
[02] I finally like the fact that I'm pale.
[03] I gained 15 pounds last year. Which was actually a good thing.
[04] I've been going to therapy since I was 6.
[05] I watch MTV too much, yet I CLAIM to hate it.
[06] I get addicted to things and people very easily.
[07] I've been waiting around too long to find a guy who wears eyeliner, but I refuse to settle.
[08] I love LJ and I update too much and I'm a Camwhore..like woah.
[09] I am in LOVE with Jim from Camp Jim. He owns my body. Forever and for always.
[10] I'm starting high school next year, and I'm scared shitless
Nine good friends:
[01] Matt
[02] Kirty
[03] Sam
[04] Bea
[05] Bubba
[06] Steph- yes I still consider her a friend.
[07] The other matt.
[08] Mikey
[09] Everyone else sucks.
Eight favorite songs:
[01] Built to Spill - Big Dipper
[02] The Postal Service - Clark Gable
[03] Hawthorne Heights - Speeding up the Octaves
[04] Ashlee Simspon - Surrender
[05] Flogging Molly - Drunken Lullabies
[06] Kanye West - Jesus Walks
[07] Brand New - Soco Amaretto Lime
[08] The Filaments - Thrown Away
Seven things you wear daily:
[01] a bra
[02] undies
[03} unmatching socks
[04] chucks
[05] a hair clip
[06] bracelets
[07] eyeliner
Six things that annoy you:
[01] ignorant people
[02] people who copy me...cough.
[03] poser sluts
[04] not being able to talk to certain people.
[05] the MTV show boiling points.
[06] chipped nail polish
Five things you touch every day:
[01] the keyboard of my computer
[02] my cell phone
[03] my body- LIKE IN THE SHOWER..sheesh.
[04] the teevee clicker
[05] my camera
Four shows you watch:
[01] Degrassi
[02] Sabrina the Teenage Witch
[03] Room Raiders
[04] Bug Juice
Three celebrities you have a crush on:
[01] Dave Havock- lead singer of AFI
[02] Tyson Ritter- lead singer of All American Rejects
[03] Burt McKracken- lead singer of The Used
Two people online that you have kissed:
[01] UmmM that are online right now? Sam HA.
[02] aaand. Matt. we sex all the time.
One person you could spend the rest of your life with:
[01] well I guess I don't have a choice but to say myself. cuz I'm stuck.
<333
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[06 Aug 2004|03:25am] |
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Today was eh. At least I got outta the house. Sarah got home from London yesterday so we hit the mall which was fun cuz I got to see my BEST FRIENDS at journeys. Heh, anyway. Sarah got me cool stuff from Europe and it made me happy. I really want to go to this show tomorrow night at Spanky's with Bea, but I doubt it will happen, just cuz I want it to. Her cousin's are coming down for the weekend anyway or something. Have some pictures of the stuff I bought at the mall...
( It's not my pig, it's yours... )
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[02 Aug 2004|08:13pm] |
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I am absolutely sick of people thinking I'm a bad person. Sam's mom won't let her come over because I'm a 'smoker' and I 'have older boyfriends.' None of it is even true. People make these assumptions about me and I'm sick of it. Kirty's mom does the same thing. And Sarah's too. They all hate me, and think I'm corrupting their children. I need older friends who's parents aren't so anal because it's fucking me up. I never do anything anymore because their moms are always in the way. Everyones. If my friends were my age or older their parents wouldn't be so protective. Fuck I hate this.
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[01 Aug 2004|06:58pm] |
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I lost my warped tour virginity yesterday. for all of you fuckers who think you were TOO COOL to go to warped tour..you don't know what you missed out on. i had the fucking best time i have EVER had in my entire life. anyway i could ramble on for hours about of flipping amazing it was..but instead ill just show you some pictures...
( i dunno why you're with that white boy...he can't hit it right )
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[27 Jul 2004|03:46pm] |
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i want a boy. because i'm a very jealous person. and i'm sick of seeing all these little ugly girls running around with hot boys on their arms. i mean, i'm sufficiently ugly, you'd think i'd be capable of getting one of these hot emo boys as an arm ornamentation..but nooo. god forbid beth was happy and had a BOY. i want someone to be able to go places and have ridiculous public displays of affection with. someone who will write lovely things about me breaking their heart in their livejournal, and then about how we made up and how much they love me. you think i'm selfish? well hell yea. i've waited for fucking ever to find a boy that actually makes me happy, and i'm at a loss of ideas for what to do to speed up the process. and if you actually continued reading this to this point, you obviously have no life just like me! so let's be friends. i'm done bitching and i'm going to eat a cookie.
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[26 Jul 2004|05:35pm] |
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just got off the phone with matt and sam. which made me happy cuz i missed his ass. me and sam are supposed to go to the mall tomorrow but shes grounded which is uber sad ;[. we are gunna try and convince her mom to let her! woop. i need to take a shower so i think i might go do that. nothing else interesting in my life anyway.
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[24 Jul 2004|11:37am] |
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I feel like ass. I got an hour of sleep because Kirty and Sam slept over. I'll think about putting pictures later if I get to it. Then they left at like 10 to go on Kirty's dad's boat. I was supposed to go too but I was too tired. Then my mom came in and woke me up to let me know I'm grounded for the rest of the weekend. I can't even rememeber why. Fucktards. So I decided to just get up cuz I've got WAY too much on my mind and I knew there was no way I was gunna fall asleep. I have no one to talk to. Everybody either left me or has better things to do. Oh well, I thought about it, here are some pictures.
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[21 Jul 2004|11:47pm] |
0 = I don't know you.
1 = I like you.
2 = I'm crushin on you.
3 = I love you!!
4 = You are funny.
5 = You are cool.
6 = I don't really care for your personality.
7 = I want to make love to you.
8 = You are sexy!
9 = You're a sweetheart.
10 = I want to get to know you better.
11 = I hope you die.
12 = Marry me, PLEASE?
13 = Let's makeout.
do it.
kthnxbi.
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